today we went kayaking....suffice it to say that while i was kayaking the challenge was to stay on top of the water.....i didn't win....but i had fun anyway.....the water is very cold this time of year....later on my 3 little nephews came to the lake and got to ride with David....how could anyone possibly have a bad day even when you are soaking wet and having to wear a tablecloth with an extension cord wrapped around you until your clothes dry when you get to be around these 3 little guys....sooooo cute if i do say soooo myself...the kayak started out as a kayak and then became a karnack and by the time it was over it was a boatyak.....sometimes they get a little confussed with words.....what a hoot...........i saw a movie and a dvd this weekend......the duchess and 7 pounds....what????? i don't have enough problems with depression, i have to endure sad movies to punish myself or what ......but both were very good.....and then to top it off i have to have a book read by tuesday....it's called the zookeepers wife.....and it's a war story about nazi germany and the jews......what is the deal?......do i call this fun or what...my new year's resolution is to get out and do things....hmmmmm.....i am batting a 1000 on this deal...so, let me pull myself up from my bootstraps and go watch something exciting on tv.......lets see, do i watch law and order so i can see murders or maybe house so i can watch who has what terrible disease or no, i think i have it......trauma, life in the er......so i can be on the edge of my seat to see if real people live or die........yes, i am going through a very morbid period in my life......hopefully i can kick it and move on......